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9th April 2012

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sexislikeair replied to your post: I want to unfollow my life right now

Wait mom went out for drinks with David? Did I read that right?

Yes. Yes, you did.

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9th April 2012

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I want to unfollow my life right now

I mean for fuck’s sake.

Let’s start off with how one of my friends’ mothers just killed herself last week. This sucks. Like, uber sucks. They were going through a lot of rough times, but it still hurt her. And she had it completely planned out, right down to post-it notes on all of the paperwork her children had to go through after she died with instructions for them. And there’s really nothing I can do about it.

And then. AND THEN. Friday night we come home after going shopping and I turn to Nicole and ask her where her Dad’s car is. She says her mom parked it on the other side of the complex. Wake up the next morning and guess what? It got fucking repossessed. And so they went to see about getting it back today, but because of some Missouri law, that was somehow nonfuckingexistant when Nicole’s car got repossessed, they have to pay it off in full, plus fees. So now we’re down a car. Four working adults, one car. I cannot even begin to express the amount of fucks. My search radius for a second job just got infinitely smaller.

Next, on Easter, I called my Grandma, because I haven’t talked to her in awhile and we were at Nicole’s uncle’s house early so there wasn’t much going on. We talked about Aunt Suzy in Vegas and how she, quite literally, ran into Toby Keith. And how she’s going to Hawaii, for the fourth time. And then she told me my other aunt just found out she has breast cancer again. Wait, what? I don’t remember her having it the first time around really, but god damn. They think they caught it early enough, but she said they’re going to start treatment and everything. They removed one of her lymph nodes to test it and everything, but hopefully everything is okay.

So…any good stuff? Well, my little sister’s birthday party is this weekend? Also, so is the memorial for EJ’s mom. I still have a job, even though it’s eight hours a week. Oh, and apparently my mom ran into my Uncle David at Kohl’s last week, and they went out for some drinks on Friday. He told her the only person who talked to Dad was Uncle Kelly. Not really a good thing per say, just funny.

Yeah, that’s my life in a nutshell right now. I need to get out of this state, before life throws me something else. I have too much on my plate right now. (Actually, I have pizza on my plate, but sometimes you can never have too much pizza.)

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26th March 2012

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One Last Cigarette

Had my last cigarette tonight. I’m going to quit. Even though I don’t feel very confident right now, I know that if I attempt confidence I’ll believe it. I know this is going to suck. I also know that I’ll get over it.

So I apologize in advance if I bitch annoyingly. Please ignore.

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